I speak … a lot.
I even write a lot.
Maybe … lots of nonsenses.
Someone tough …. would most certainly say …. that actually it’s more about bullshit than about nonsense … all what i am saying.
But … i continue doing it on and on and on.
Without being able to stop myself.
So … all becomes a trend of communicating … something without any real value.
I simple allow myself to express all my perceptions …. not being afraid of any reaction.
Unfortunately … they stopped listening to me.
Somehow … they all ignore all what i am saying.
They look at me …. but most certainly they stopped themselves listening … considering that ignoring is the best reaction in front of me.
But … what really is this nonsense?!
What is this … “bullshit”?!
I just allow myself to express all … from my dark side … whatever that means.
Is that wrong?!
Should i be ashamed?!
Should i stop myself?!
Should i see all … as a representation of the … ridiculous … from my being?!
Maybe … not.
But also … maybe is time … to become more silent.
To have this dialogue … into my mind.
Or … write all in books … mentioning on the cover … “philosophical essays … about the nonsense from my heard … “
So … i start practicing … the silence.
But … deep inside me … i know that it was all … talks about … what i saw when i’ve explored the darkness … beyond the boundaries of my being.
And … yes … i don’t really feel … ridiculous.
… or ashamed.
I just … shut up …
… cause i have enough of hearing the bullshit … from their replies to me.
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